a different approach - part 1

Its 8.15 am, I've been up for almost 2 hours and for some reason I woke up with a cloud over me.  Some days just seem heavier, the negative thoughts seem stickier and those many areas in my life that are unsorted simply seem one big mess. 

I am not going to give in though.  I will try a new approach.  I will focus on my boy and the joys and blessings he brings me. I am going to choose to embrace and rejoice in the place God has me and focus on loving my son. 

I know there are a million things I probably need to think about sorting but most of them can wait.  Seriously, when I look into his adorable face those nasty negative thoughts really do start to diminish. 

So here's my plan:  I will fill my day by documenting the moments I have with him. To treasure forever...  Just another way to 'give thanks in all things'.  This is going to be fun.  Here is my first video of Charles...