Wednesday, July 18, 2012
Its 8.15 am, I've been up for almost 2 hours and for some reason I woke up with a cloud over me. Some days just seem heavier, the negative thoughts seem stickier and those many areas in my life that are unsorted simply seem one big mess.
I am not going to give in though. I will try a new approach. I will focus on my boy and the joys and blessings he brings me. I am going to choose to embrace and rejoice in the place God has me and focus on loving my son.
I know there are a million things I probably need to think about sorting but most of them can wait. Seriously, when I look into his adorable face those nasty negative thoughts really do start to diminish.
So here's my plan: I will fill my day by documenting the moments I have with him. To treasure forever... Just another way to 'give thanks in all things'. This is going to be fun. Here is my first video of Charles...